This is what I posted on my brother's blog and I wanted to share it here with you all - my readers and supporters. "Haven't read this in a while. Sorry I am a little out of touch. Not to say that I would like to go away with you and Tammy, but I would like to get in on this little challenge - for me, Lisa, and everyone else. I need your help right now. I'm not sure if you are in a place to give it, but I know that I need you to check up on me and hold me accountable.
I remember when we were going to WW together we would keep each other in line and make sure we were doing the right things. Even when we weren't together we still kept plugging along and checking in with each other to help each other stay on track. I miss that and I think that I need to! So here we are on April 19, 2010 and I have gone back up with my weight and am frustrated. Not sure why, but I am! I'm sick of doing the same thing every day and am just getting burned out. I have to do this and I need to do this so I just need to "buck up" and do it!
I would like to shoot for about 38 pounds or so because that would put me at 300 lbs. This would be the lowest I have weighed in over 10 years. I was around 300 lbs. when Lisa and I go married and this would be a great accomplishment. I have not been below 276 in over 15 years so after 300 then comes 275!
I need everyone to help me out. Hold me accountable, encourage me, check in with me, and help me stay on track.
I ask this as a brother and a friend to you all that read this that may know me. "
Just wanted to get that out there and share my thoughts with you all. It seems like I am playing the weight shed YoYo over the last few months. It is both frustrating and draining - emotionally. I know what I need to be doing, but I just can't seem to get in gear and do it. It is like I have lost all of my desire to continue to shed weight. I AM FRUSTRATED SO MUCH!!!!! I just need to get back on the horse and bite the bullet and do it (that's enough cliches for one email).
So here we go - everyone jump on in here with me and get moving (literally and figuratively).